It is 15th May 2021, 7:24AM as I sit down to write this with no purpose. I have nothing and everything on my mind. I don’t remember when I lost the habit of not doing things with agenda, I plan my day down to the minute and basically function perfectly well in this capitalistic world. Not doing anything is harder for me…and everyone from law fraternity I guess, but let’s keep that for some other day.

I woke up at 6 and went for my usual (? it has been 2 days) morning walk, now I’m back on my swing chair, typing whatever this is while radio fm 101.4 plays in my neighbour’s house. It is a perfect day, today I allowed myself the freedom to think about…

(deleted paragraphs because the author chickened out from sharing her feelings.)

….life is a mess right now and now that I think of it, it’s much easier to get back to planned days and being productive.